The mind and the heart

I have many in my mind
I know nothing to define
Of what has to be first
Or second to come after

A blurry state of mind
And yet nothing comes in sight
I wonder why this happens
When there are paths to clear

I seek to find an answer
That dwells inside my mind
And yet the heart goes wander
That mixes my mind to decide

The logic of the mind
The feeling of the heart
To make a decision is hard
When two does not consent

I seek to boldly move
Yet fear is in the way
The mind is strong to go
The heart is weak to follow

I am in the rut
I feel I am so stuck
It feels so easy to others
And yet I can’t make it through

Should I make the move?
To go for the uncertainty
A challenge behold
Is yet for me to see